In Chapter 31, Poem 63 of Attar's Mokhtar Nameh, the speaker describes a state of continuous spiritual pain and affliction. Realizing that the 'banquet of union' with the Divine is inaccessible, the lover is left with no path forward, resulting in a lifelong state of mourning for their own separated existence. This poem emphasizes the agonizing endurance of longing and the despair that arises when spiritual union is perceived as unattainable.