This poem explores the spiritual dilemma of being trapped within one's own ego and physical existence. The speaker expresses a profound weariness with their state and an intense desire to reach the Divine. However, they are met with a paradox: the Divine neither delivers them from their ego nor grants them access to the divine presence. The repeated refrain 'what am I to do?' emphasizes the seeker's complete helplessness and reliance on divine grace for spiritual progress and ultimate union.