In Chapter 4, Poem 96 of Attar's Mokhtar Nameh, the poet explores the profound mystical state of bewilderment (hayrah) and the dissolution of self-identity in the presence of the Divine. The speaker wrestles with the paradox of individual existence, asking, 'If I am myself, why do I not know myself?' and conversely, 'if I am not myself, what is all this crying out for?'. This internal conflict highlights the psychological and spiritual tension of a seeker caught between ego-consciousness and divine annihilation (fana). The poem masterfully captures a core Sufi theme where the boundaries between the lover ('I') and the Beloved ('You') become indistinguishable, leaving the seeker in a state of ecstatic and helpless confusion regarding their own existence.